my name is eli, pronounced elly or ellie.
i cant stand myself in any way
i started self harming when i was about 9. im still trying to stop
im scared, alone, and lost.
but i am much more mature than my own age
i am sarcastic and rude to you if you deserve it, but if you are kind i will be kind too.
i like listening to music, writing, and thinking of a better place in my spare time.